It's THAT word

I had an appointment with the Urologist today. They found cancer in most of the 12 biopsies, now I have to have a full body MRI scan and a Scintigraph. The level of cancer is not the worst it could be, being level 2 out of 5.

My full body MRI is the 8th Feb, and I will be contacted with the date for the Scintigraph.

Dr says there is no panic about having to wait a month, and was reassuring. 

It's just that word that's scary.

Not feeling too bad physically, just a shocked to tell the truth. My head's spinning.